I see them pushing you over now
no one's around, not a single sound
I won't let you cry
I can't help thinking my heads a mess
I'm feeling weak and i'm sleeping less
I won't let you die
Do you like me?
It's hard to think that I could like me too
Do you like me?
Maybe if you listened to me
you could see it from my point of view,
but instead you mean nothing to me.
Im feeling withered away
Im stuck and decayed
my soul feels empty
Im feeling the days passing by
have no life in my eyes
the night is ending
I see them pushing you over now
no one's around, not a single sound
I won't let you cry
I can't help thinking my heads a mess
I'm feeling weak and I'm sleeping less
I won't let you die
giving all ive got
with nothing to show
giving all i’m worth
when i’m all alone
failing the routine
i’m back and forth
repeating everything you’ve said
running out of time
i’m faced with fear
of the constant spinning in my head
recalling
all the nights i was wide awake
i’m withdrawing
from the feelings I can’t escape
falling under
I can’t see you
thoughts of unknown
dreams I can’t do
Can’t feel another way.
I’ll let ya down.
let ya down.
I know it.
I cannot see you
Only in my dreams
Reaching out for you babe
But then I push you away
Oh it’s a spell I’m falling under
giving all ive got
with nothing to show
proving all i’m worth
when i’m all alone
When I start to think of you
my heart starts racing to
the beat of your heavy breath
I'm glad i'm not second best
Where do I go when i'm afraid
sit so close to you till i'm okay
feeling every word that you say
until there's no more steps I can take
counting down the time till i’m done
your word is my luck
these feelings i can’t explain
I wonder if they will tell me that it’s okay
giving everything that i’ve known
it’s hard to let go
you know that i’m sitting here
wondering if I know that i’ll be thinking clear
I see it in your face
you know im holding back
reliving every thought i’ve kept inside
nothing left behind
i’m living every day
trying to stay on track
never let a single thing get in my way
am I okay?
something tells me i’m right
something tells me i’m wrong
i’m wrong
pulling out of a wreck
trying hard to forget
i’m hearing everything you say
I feel emotion when I see your face now
remember when you said this to me
I look up to what you say
remember our history
you think you’ve done nothing wrong
you’re good to me when you’re alone
I see it in your face
you know im holding back
reliving every thought i’ve kept inside
nothing left behind
i’m Living every day
trying to stay on track
never let a single thing get in my way
am I okay?
something tells me i’m right
something tells me i’m wrong
i’m wrong
pulling out of a wreck
trying hard to forget
When I hear about the things you’ve done
I think to spite you
I don’t like you
Now I’m trying to understand
And see it through
From the start
I was wrong
You kept me going
Then I saw what you kept inside
Disregard everything that keeps us closer
And you’ll keep talking till your tongues tied
Tell me again
How life has been
Gone from within
You’re calling me crying
But you know it’s too late
You’re saying I’ll be sorry
And I won’t wait
You’re waiting at the door
like I’m gonna say
“Baby stop you’re crying
you’ll be okay”
Tell me again
How life has been
Gone from within
From the start I was wrong
I was stringing you along
Tried to read what you mean
In the center of your palm
Now i'm trying to understand where
I went wrong
Baby girl
And I know everything isn't gonna be alright
When you're callin me cryin in the middle of the night
And you know I've been tryin but I'm thinkin that it might
Be the end, when will I see you again?
Are you ready for it?
Cut me open
Name in my skin
Gone from within
Breezy, lush R&B perfect for warm weather, inspired by Afro-Indigenous artist Clara Kent's heritage, culture, and personal journey. Bandcamp New & Notable Jun 6, 2023